ALL NIGHT PORN FEST

I love porn, but I have never been able to bring myself to pay for it even though I’ve been tempted many, many times. I just can’t justify it.

Last night, Nick calls and tells me that we are members of a porn site.

“Why?” I asked.

“I want to keep you stimulated while I’m a way and learning new ways to satisfy me,” he said.

I spent all night giving myself orgasms...four to be exact before I turn off the computer at 3am.
I could not stop watching. I find myself riveted to the screen in a scene that both disturbed and enticed me. In the scene, a woman is sandwiched between two men. She’s sitting on one of the man’s cock while the other man penetrates her from behind. The one who takes her from behind pounds her mercilessly and calls her a whore. She agrees and begs for more.

I feel sorry for her. The pain must be excruciating. That can’t feel good, I thought. Or could it? But as badly as I feel for her I could not take my eyes off her stretched out pussy stuffed with these seemingly monster cocks. I shamefully and shamelessly could not look away, the orgasm I experience from the image had me screaming like a banshee in the wee morning hours.

This all night porn fest was not all roses. I find myself frustrated and pissed off at times thinking, enough already. Start fucking.

I don’t watch porn for bad acting. And I don’t care for too much oral action either.

A couple of minutes is all I can tolerate, any more than that outright frustrates me, especially when I have an orgasm on pause. This was the case with the last flick. I had spent a good while playing with my cunt as I watch porn after porn. My clit is swollen and throbbing and aching. I am ready to cum. And I can, at anytime. The slightest touch to my ready clit and sexually induce mind would send me into orgasmic heaven, but I don’t want to waste a good orgasm on cock-sucking and pussy licking that does nothing for me, so I wait for the right image—I want to see cock going in and out of pussy. That is what turns me on. Only these fuckers wouldn’t stop giving oral to each other. I try to fast forward and the damn thing froze and wouldn’t restart. I had to start from the beginning. I lost interest in that particular clip, but kept searching porn flicks for one without the bad acting and oral sex, but did not have the patience for it.

My last orgasm in the wee hours of the morning was to an image in my own head of my pussy split apart and getting pounded by Nick’s cock.

I may have him cancel our membership. I still cannot justify paying to see people fuck when we do so much of it ourselves.

I am going to make my own porn or do what I’ve been doing for years now, which is mooch of free porn clips.

Comments

[Lisa]

One word: youporn.com. It's free.

[Christina]

Hi, I think I've only posted a couple of times before.. free porn with a myriad of options: http://www.myfreepaysite.com/members/ . You have to create an account, but it is free - with lenghty videos (no rewinding 30 second clips).
~C.

[Sexkitten]

Thanks Lisa and Christina for the links.

[Deirdre]

Hey! Thanks for the comment and visit to my blog.

I just read this entry and Man, it's hot in here. Lol. :P

[Drew]

plenty of sites for free - redtube.com, pornhub.com, monstercocktube.com, eskimotube.com

you have to register for the monstercocktube, but its free, and if that what you're in the mood for, well, those lucky bastards are packing some serious cock. Like, god I hope my gf was never with that guy sized cocks.

Anyway, have fun with whatever you watch.

[drew]

corrected email, not that it matters. sorry, i'm done.

[tyrael]

My fav is spankwire.com

Check it out.