VALIDATION
I ran into Jeff today. He and I met around the same time that I met Nick.
We went on one date that by all accounts was very successful. He was engaging and funny. We had great conversations. We joked with each other. We laughed a lot. We connected. At the end of the night, I agreed to a second date and gave him a kiss with the promise of more to come.
He did not get another. I cancelled our date to go out with Nick who is quite persuasive and fetching and carries an air of confidence and authority that I absolutely love. He is a very bold, complex man who fascinates me. He is aggressive but tender and kind. He calls me on my crap, which is necessary because I tend to push the envelope.
The feeling I had with Nick was thrilling and irresistible and when I took him to bed, all I can say is yes, yes, yes!
He rocked my world. He fucked me all night, repeatedly. I did not know that a man’s cock could rise again so soon after orgasm and here we are a year later and he still gives it to me. He gives IT to me. The man is insatiable.
My plan was to date both men, but I could not stay away from Nick.
When I see Jeff, I went to say hello.
He hugs me tightly.
“How are you?” He asked.
“I’m great,” I said feeling a bit uneasy. Should I apologize for blowing him off for another man? It’s not like he and I were a couple—not even close. We had one date for Christ sake. All these thoughts and questions flashed through my mind as I stood there beside him.
“What about you? What have you been doing? Are you still in Real Estate?” I asked.
He did not answer my questions.
“Why did you cancel our date?” he asked.
“I got caught up in something,” I said.
“What?” he asked.
“What, what?”
“What did you get caught up in?”
Cock. I thought to myself.
“I was dating another guy around the time I met you. Things got serious,” I said.
“You chose him over me?” He said as if he could not believe it.
What am I missing? I wondered. “We had one date,” I said. “You and I were not involve,”
“You kissed me,”
“I kiss lots and lots of men,” I said.
“I thought we had a good time that night,”
“We did,”
“People don’t have a good time and never do it again,”
“It was just bad timing,” I said suddenly glad that I did not choose him. His whining was turning me off.
I caught him looking at my hand. “I’m not married,” I said.
“Good, you promise me a date,”
“I’m still with the guy,” I said.
He stares at me. “I guess you made the right choice then,”
“I did,” I said with absolute certainty.
“Next time, don’t leave a guy holding on for a year,”
“You should have let go a long, long time ago,”
“Well, it was good seeing you, Kitten,”
“Yeah, you too, bye,” I said and walked away.
Validation is a beautiful thing.




Oh my God! What a weenie! You definitely, without a shadow of a doubt, chose the right cock. ;)
Posted by: Kat | Friday, 02 May 2008 at 07:48 AM