SILLY WOMAN

“What’s going on, baby?” Nick asked when I let him in and tiptoed to meet his kiss.

“What do you mean?” I asked.

“You’re wearing panties. I’ve been gone for a week and you meet me at the door with your panties still on,”

“You’re going to get pussy,” I said. But we’re going to talk first,”

“Can I have pussy first?”

“No,” I said, leading him to my bedroom. I throw my arms around him and hug him tightly. “I’ve missed you,”

He squeezes me to him. “I missed you too. Is everything all right?”

“Yes,” I said.

“What do you want to talk about?”

“Us,” I said.

“We’re perfect,” he said.

“I’m worried that we’re not going to make it,”

“What?”

He seems positively shock and confuse.

“I thought that we were doing fine,”

“We are,”

"Then what are you talking about?”

“You travel all the time,” I said. “And now that your son is moving in with you, it’s going to be tough to fit me into your life,”

“Silly woman,” he said. “You know that I love you, right?”

“Yes,” I said.

“And do you know that I think about you long term?”

“Yes,” I said starting to feel silly.

“We’re going to have to make some adjustments and I’m going to have to cut back on certain things, but your place in my life is secure. We have discussed moving in together, that could be part of the solution. The bottom line is that you are not going to be compromised,” He kiss the top of my forehead, “You are the love of my life,”

I stare at him. I know that he loves me.

My problem is that I don’t know how to be in a relationship. I think that we can move in together and be perfectly happy, but I am still on the fence and holding on for my life. I want to let go, but I don’t know how to do it. And if I can’t even get off the fence and move forward what right do I have asking for anything?
I can walk away, but why would I? I love my Nick. I love him intensely. He treats me like gold.

I am not going anywhere.

What’s a girl to do?

I am going to keep understanding and accepting. And I am going to enjoy my moments with him.
I pull off the black and pink lace panty and spread my legs. “You can have pussy now,” I said. He stuff his head in my pussy and sniff me.

“I want a blowjob too,” he said.

“Done,”

“I want to put my cock in your ears and nose,”

I giggled, and then moan as his lips close around my clit and fill me with pleasure.

Comments

[Tim in london]

kitten,

You are a very lucky woman to have found your man. All I need to do is find my version of you here!

[Wenchy]

Kitten,
I've been reading you for years... even held out through your hiatus's...

I've seen you go through ups and downs and round and round. You are a smart woman and have a lot going for you.

When you say you don't know how to be in a relationship... well I'm not so sure I agree with that statement. You know how to be in a relationship- on your terms. Being part of a relationship means open communication, compromise, honesty, affection and of course love (if it gets that far).

You love Nick. I can see it when you write about him. Staying on the fence is holding you back of what might be with a man who treats you the way you should be treated. You've been with men who have treated you like shit and it left a sour taste in your mouth for relationships.

Nick isn't like that ( and no I do not know him personally). Nick is a man who is willing and able to meet you half way in a relationship and willing and able to make things work no matter how hard they get.

Let go of the fence and enjoy a healthy happy relationship with a man who knows what his woman is worth. It may feel like a roller coaster ride at times, but it's a hell of a ride when the one you are riding with holds your hand and lets you know that no matter how murky the waters, he's still going to give you the life jacker first and then hold on to you until you both safely return.

Life is full of ups and downs as you well know. Having someone to share those ups and downs with is what makes it that much more bearable.

[soul]

Just be you kitten.. just be you.
THat's the person Nick was attracted to and that's the person you are, when issues arise, do what you always do.. listen, assess and think about it.
You'll be fine kitten. you'll be fine.