PET MY KITTY

I have an internal struggle going on. I’m together yet, not quite. I go to work everyday. I hang out with little C. But when the day ends, I’m alone with myself and I feel it all.

I’m not unhappy by any stretch of the imagination. There’s no better company to be in than my own. But right now, I feel empty.

I tell myself not to think about Nick, but if I’m going to get over him, I have to think about him. I have to put us into perspective.

In the meantime, I have to shed this skin I find myself in--it doesn’t fit. I’ve gotten used to sitting around waiting. I’ve gotten comfortable accepting less than I deserve.

What the fuck?

An afterthought, I am not. I, Sexkitten don’t do this shit. I’m a sexy, sexual woman. I live fully. I live passionately.

Yet…I can’t remember the last I pet my kitty. This luscious, delightful, passionate body feels virginal. I could use a good fuck, yet I sit here not knowing what to do with myself. I’m still waiting even without a promise of anything to come.

And hell if I know how to step back into the dating game.

Does it get harder the older we get? Is that why some of us hold on so tightly to whatever the fuck we have? Whatever the fuck we have. Jennifer went back to her married lover--dumb ass.

A man in my building came up to my office and asked me to lunch. He’s been asking me out for a while.

I’ve always refused his offer telling him that I’m involve.

Today, I stare at him. He looked handsome. And he stood there smiling at me.

“I just want to take you to lunch,” He said.

“I’m busy,” I said even though the meeting was over and I was going to take the rest of the day off.

After investing the last year and half with Nick, I find that I don’t have the energy to invest in someone else right now.

I’m tired of going through the motions.

Comments

[Carla]

K is for Kitten,

The beautiful thing is that you don't have to invest. Sit back and allow someone to invest in you, then when you start seeing enough capital put forth in the forms of time, energy, and concrete acts, pay dividends to the one who put his money where his mouth was. Otherwise, you are paying them a maximum return on their minimal investment. This will bankrupt anyone, even you. Payments out of your treasure must be after you've seen the investment grow in both practical benefits as well as future promise. To prematurely pay from your treasure b/c things feel promising is to take on unnecessary "risk" of loss.

Be strong, reevaluate, and move forward, just like you're doing.

Caio, bella.

Carla

[Carla]

Hey, Kitten.

Events are unfolding on the world stage rather quickly, events which concern all people in general, and you and your family specifically. What is happening in the world financial markets is that ALL fiat currencies(paper money) are in the process of crashing. So, what you need to do ASAP, for yourself and little C, is to go and buy some hard currency i.e. gold bullion or silver bullion coins. When all of the owners of large amounts of currencies begin to rush into gold and silver for safety, then the price will go beyond the reach of almost every person. This is a big game of musical chairs, and the music is about to stop.

Your time is now.

Look for American Silver Eagles, Silver Canadian Maples,Silver Austrian Philharmonics, Mexican Libertads, or Australian Kookaburras. For gold, look for American Eagles, Canadian Maples, or South African Krugerrands.

Don't listen to the TV. By the time the average person begins to act(which is already occurring), it will become more and more difficult to obtain. In fact, this is already happening, as a silver shortage is rapidly developing, and gold is becoming increasingly difficult to obtain.

Note well, all pensions and retirement plans will evaporate b/c they are fiat denominated assets. The dollar, British pound, the loonie, etc. will all crash as they are being devalued by excessive creation. Therefore, get your hands on ALL available cash, while you can. And don't fall for the "we'll insure all bank deposits" line, get your money now.

ACT before it's to late!Go get physical gold and silver coins.
If not for yourself, then for little C!

Caio bella.

All the best,

Carla