SEXKITTEN

We hurt alone

I mourn you
With tears and pain and wonder
With loneliness and rage
I suckle your betrayal upon my breasts
Until my heart is whole again

I mourn you
In my frosty dreams
Where the wind rips at my clothes
And tears the flesh from my bones
Then puts me back together again

I mourn you
As if death has taken you from me
And what might have been
Lays dormant at my feet

I mourn you
When darkness comes
And the spot where you once lay is empty
And memories gnaw at my breasts
Hungry for what might have been

I mourn you
So that I can be rid of you
It is not desperation that breaks me
But courage

I mourn you
And now I am rid of you

Anticipating

I have done as you asked
Dressed as you desire me
Silk ribbons in my hair
Cat mask
Crotchless panty
Heels
Feeling innocent
And vulnerable
And ready to be yours

Ready
To surrender all
How long are you going to stand there watching me?

Needing you

I awakened
Thinking you're gone

I shivered
And searched
The darkness
Until I find you

I smile
And nestles your head between my thighs
Caressed your face With my wetness
I’m not through Using you...

You sniffed my Scent
Taste me
Calls me insatiable

I lifts my pelvis to your waiting lips
And laughs
My Hips command you to do my bidding

I have no intention of letting you go
I am not through using you yet.

Who am I?

I am an open book
With rough edges
Flawed
Yet perfect in design

I am innocent
But scarred

Fulfilled
But wanting

Lost
Yet I'm safely home

I have weaknesses
But I'm strong

I am lonely
But content

I have passion raging in my blood
But I can contain it

I am a puzzle
With missing pieces
A mystery
Yet to be solved

I am broken
Yet whole
Running
Yet standing still
Mourning
Yet celebrating

I am a woman
On a journey
Of self discovery

Naked in the rain

Standing naked in the rain
Leaning against my house under a black umbrella
Staring at the cars
Passing by,
Some screeching, sliding
Coming to a halt

As drivers realize
that it's a naked woman
Standing in the rain

Lonely nights

Moments ago I was standing in a corner of my room
Staring at my curtains
Bracing against the wind.
I should’ve closed the windows,
But could not
I am like the curtain
Bracing against the wind.
I feel hurt inside
A naked trembling ache that I will not name
A thing I cannot look upon
A realization dare not touch
I will deny, for should I acknowledge
I may break down and cry...
I am lonely right now.
I need a shoulder to lean on
I don’t want to be strong tonight.

I want to romp naked beneath cool sheets
squealing with delight.
Why don’t you know that I feel lost?
Come and find me.

My windows are open, climb in.
Hold me while I drift off to sleep.
Join me in a dream.

You need not be here come morning, by then,
I’ll be strong again.

Sex me

I want you
Just as you are
A dreamer
Who dreams
Naked and uninhibited

A man
With childlike innocence
Who loves with passion that ignites
And sears
And knows no bounds
That can
And will
Rip from me
Moans and groans
And tears

Who will smile at me
Naked and trembling
With want
An deny me so that I may beg

Tease me
Confuse me
Strip me naked
And bruise me

Reveal me
Caress me
Taste me
Bring me back to life

The break-up

Silence thickens
I hang my head and look at my toes
It's over
Like all the rest
Another face
To store in memory

We'll stay friends I say
But it's a lie
I will never return

My panties still play hookie
With his briefs--
They are his now
Remnants of me left behind

I feel dark inside
Sad
Lonely yet again--
I mourn him on my drive home

I cry.
No one can see me hurt

This loneliness
just keeps repeating itself

Naked and waiting

I am naked and waiting
I'm Warm
And moist
And ready
Come here

I want to reveal myself to you
I long to be discovered
Explore me
Taste me
Embrace me
Spread my legs
And claim me
Tear moans from me
Bite me
Break me

I don't want to be alone tonight.

Don't stop

Take me as if I am your possession
Squeeze me,
Bite me
Devour me
Make me moan and scream your name

Don’t STOP
I’ll be your love slave tonight
All the way Into early morning